ur birthday
today is the 18 years old birthday of my previous cummer,jessy. hum, she changed her nickname as annabella, yet she’s still jessy for me as a call.
after dinner, i view my blog and saw her comment. hum, today is her birthday, and i be agitated about today and antsy for no reason. perhaps mice saw pussycat.
i was confused overall, stucks again. how the god did me well…
and frank to speak at all, we both weren’t daring to face and solve the problams we are having now. still, she may think that ignored to both person’s feel is the way of solving within 1 year.
and i may tell you , you are wrong.
you just freak-out the vast and hazy.
into the bargain, you asked me for hard to face you and still you were the same.
a babyish asking..
and i’m sorry that i couldn’t beside of your birthday..
else there were no whisper into your ears anymore..
i felt sinful for the all i gave you a bad day bad yom..
since 25th of september,2005.
lastly, Happy Birthday to you,jessy.
from the heartfelt,
raymond.
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